stop....

This has been a water-shed weekend for me. As usual, I didn't get to see summer this weekend despite a lot of begging. Like the proverbial straw, right now, I don't see any place for me to stand ,as a father. And so with a very heavy heart, I will stop asking for my rights I know her mother has wanted me to give up for a long time but I cannot go on fighting every week.

My dear little girl, your papa is very sorry that he cannot continue to be your papa anymore. I am so sorry you lose what belongs to you and what should be a part of your childhood. YOu must trust me when I tell you that I really tried my best for so many years to give you all that your mother has tried to take away and deny from you.

I am not sure about the legal avenues after this. Frankly the previous legal advice given had been desultory and action taken , almost none. I know it is in your interest to have two parents, but the reality is that I have to let go of you. Maybe in the future , I cab be a part of your life again. I hope you will remember me,I will always keep you in my heart.

I started this blog to record your childhood and to serve as a repository in event that I would not be able to see you anymore. When you are older, I hope you will be able to see that you had a father who loved you so very much.