another week

Well its another Saturday and Mama is still playing her games so Papa cannot see you this weekend again. Papa is tired becuase Mama will throw away all of your childhood with Papa for the sake of her pride. Papa is doubly punished for the wrongs that Mama does. Papa hopes you will not feel the pain that Papa feels. IN Papa's eyes you are just so innocent and beautiful, so it breaks Papa's heart just to watch you grow up where everything is distorted. All Papa hears from you is "Mama doesn't know how".

Papa came back early from outstation on the off-chance we will see each other, but its quite unlikely. Papa will be outstation again in a day or two, and its pretty hard for Papa, because Papa misses you a lot.