I have not seen my daughter for about ten days. A bad sign came the week before when I got an SMS from the wife saying that she had moved and had pulled Summer from the pre-school. Now I have absolutely no idea where she stays or where the school would be.

There was a hint that I would be able to see Summer once a week, in return for not being able to fetch her after school. After 2 years of not having a full day with my girl, I really don't know what to feel anymore. Then on Friday (26 Dec Boxing Day) bad signs came as she would not return or confirm whether I would be able to see my daughter. Somewhere areound midnight, SMS came, more or less saying it was up to me whether I wanted to see my girl or not.

Saturday morning. Guess what. Another SMS saying she would not let me see my daughter. I'm waiting in the car having driven to some shopping complex to wait for them.
I have not seen my daughter for Christmas, New Year, her birthday, Chinese New Year, my birthday for the last two years. I don't know what to say anymore, except I'm numb.
This Christmas has come and gone, and the new year will pass also, without my seeing my girl. My poor daughter does not know how normal parents behave. But in my mind , I see my daughter waiting patiently for me after school , and running at me to knock me to my feet in her happiness. I hope she keeps her innocence.