summer diary

This will be factual...(at least as much as I can be)

Papa got to see you last Saturday. Mama changed her mind at the last minute , and agreed to 10am pickup. Surprise!! Anyway, Let see what we did. Papa got to bring you to watch Ice Age: Dawn of the dinosaurs. It was a little troubling to see that you were so excited to see Papa, you told papa you didn't need to use the bathroom.....

So.... a big puddle in the toyshop!!! Pee and pee and pee....!! A frantic search for new panties ensued, in the kiddie portion of the department store. Papa had to buy and sneak you out real quick just in case anyone asked about the big pool of water in the toyshop...

You enjoyed the movie but things got downhill from there. Papa took you to another toyshop.
I asked you then whether you wanted to learn how to build a necklace with a kit. You kept saying no, and I asked you to have Mama teach you. The saddest look came across your face, and you said in a small voice that Mama won't teach. You asked me to teach you and offered to follow me home to learn.

SO....Papa got a little pain in the heart and started asking you questions.

"Does Mama play with you?" (this had been asked before) "No....."
"Does Mama bring you around?" "No.."
"Does Mama stay with you?" (test question) "no...Mama is never in the house..." [small voice, looks down on the ground]
"Is Mama [in the house] at night?" "no.."
"Are you alone?" "yes"
"Where does Mama go at night, mergirl?" "Mama go shopping...."
"Every night?" "yes"
"Does Mama dress up?" "yes, she look beautiful...like when the wind in blowing in the hair..."

Mama didn't answer calls to pick you at 5pm that day. Normally she would be shouting and screaming if Papa is even slightly late. Papa called until around 6pm when Mama called. Mama said she needed another 1/2 hour to pick you. Very evasive, subdued and wouldn't answer Papa.

So at 630 Mama came. Looked like she had a bath, sarong decked around the upper body. (to hide hickeys I guess.)

Papa was very angry. Flat out accused Mama of fucking until she forgot you entirely. Mama refused to say no, eyes down, said she had "something to do" but refused to elaborate.

Papa has to take you away from Mama, because you have lost one year of growing up in staying with Mama. You are 4 1/2 now but you behave in so many ways like a 3 1/2 year old toddler. Papa was not good enough to see this until very very recently. Yes you stay with Mama, but she doesn't pay any attention to you and you have not grown any.

Papa has told Mama (by numerous sms, which she has not answered any) that Papa will take custody and raise you. Papa does not want you to grow home alone in a cubicle. Papa will try and give you all the love he can , ok?